Monday, April 30, 2012

My Inspiration





Meet REMI!  Remi is my goddaughter and one of the most amazing kids in the whole world.  A couple of years ago, I “met” Remi’s mom, Sam, through work.  She was interested in some of the sports monitors I sell.  Little did I know that a simple conversation would turn into a great friendship and becoming extended family.  It didn’t take too many conversations for Sam to start telling me about Remi. 

Remi was diagnosed with Glut1-DS, a neuro-metabolic brain disease, when she was eight and a half years old.  She had her first seizure at 3 days old, which started the long road to a diagnosis.  She didn’t roll over as an infant and didn’t learn how to sit until she was four and half years old.  She finally learned how to walk at age 5, despite uncontrolled movements, tics and falls.  At the time that Remi was diagnosed, less than 100 people in the world had been diagnosed with Glut1-DS.  Remi is on a very strict ketogenic diet that seems to be the only form of treatment at this time.  It wasn’t until after starting this diet that she finally learned to talk.
My heart was touched when Sam told me all of this.  It was amazing to hear about all of the obstacles that she had already overcome.  One thing that caught my ear was when Sam told me that Remi says all of the time “When they give me a cure, I am going to have a party with birthday cake and invite friends.  I want to be like a normal kid and eat normal food.”  It broke my heart to think that all this kid wants is a friend and to be like all of the other normal children. 
My mind starting going a mile a minute about how I could help make this child’s life a little better.  How can I make her smile or make her feel like someone else out there cared about her.  I decided to become pen-pals with Remi.  I’m not sure who was more excited to get a letter in the mail, me or Remi.  After several months of writing letters and talking on the phone, I finally got to meet her in February last year.  I will never forget the first day I met Remi.  Her and her mom came to pick us up from the airport and Remi was waiting in the backseat.  I immediately jumped in and she looked at me with excited eyes and handed me one of her foundation bracelets.  How sweet of her to think to bring me a gift!  After spending just a weekend with her and her family, I couldn’t figure out how you couldn’t love this girl.  She was the funniest, most loving child I had ever met. 
Little did I know that she would end up changing my life instead of me changing hers.  Remi has accomplished so much in her short life, despite all odds.  She has learned how to walk on her own and talk.  This year she made the field hockey team at her school! 




She has learned to swim and a few weeks ago won 2 medals at the Special Olympics!  Not 1 BUT 2 MEDALS!!  Talk about determination!


I am proud to be given the honor of being her godmother.  I love Remi more than words could ever say.  This Sunday I will be running my first ever Half Marathon.  Something I never thought I would be able to accomplish.  I will be running on Team RSG1 for Remi’s Foundation.  Every time I get tired or frustrated with my training, I look at the bracelet on my wrist and remind myself how much Remi has overcome – always with a smile on her face.  Even on my worst days, Remi will say “I lova you Godmother” and make all of my frustrations and sadness go away.
My wish it that everyone would get to meet Remi one day and see how she can change your life.  I believe that God puts people in your life for a reason, and I am so thankful that Remi was put in mine.  If you would like to read more about Remi’s story, here is a link to her foundation’s website -

http://www.remisglut1foundation.com/aboutthefoundation/remisstory.html





Thursday, April 26, 2012

Four Years Ago...





Four years ago today, I was getting ready to marry the man of my dreams, hoping and praying that it wouldn't rain.  All the months of stress, laughter, and planning were leading up to this one moment.  A moment that I will never forget and a day that was one of the best of my life!









My Handsome Fella

 



As I waiting for the music to start playing, all I could think about was the handsome guy that would be waiting for me down the aisle.  I thought about all of the memories we had already had together and all of the ones we still had to make.  I thought about how lucky I was to have found someone so awesome to share the rest of my life with.  Even though it started pouring down rain, our wedding was better than I could’ve imagined!







Waiting for his lady



My Grandmother's Ring
  
My Sweet Grandparents


Brandon, you are the most loving and supportive husband a girl could ask for.  I can’t imagine going through life with anyone other than you by my side.  I am so thankful to have you in my life and call you my husband.  I am looking forward to what year four has to bring.  I love you more than Italian Food and Vino! (which is A LOT!)  :)









Happy Anniversary Brandon!


Pictures courtesy of Cheyenne and Geoff Schultz from The Schultzes - the best photographers in the world!!!
 


Tuesday, April 24, 2012

The Invisible Pain of Infertility

I came across an article today on msn.com and wanted to share it with you.  Basically, it talks about the pain of infertility and how people deal with it -silently.  I think a lot of people going through infertility don't really know how to talk about it.  Usually it is a new experience and in our case no one we know has really experienced it and gone through it before. 

Infertility is a trying and confusing time.  What do we do?  What do we not do?  How much is it going to cost?  Will it work?  All of these things run through your head when all you want is to have a baby.  Infertility makes you feel like a failure and that you can't do the one thing a woman or man is supposed to be able to do.  The worst part is feeling alone and that there is no one out there to talk to.  I don't think infertility doctors do the best job at providing support groups/information while going through this probably because no one talks opens up about it.

We shouldn't be afraid to share how we feel, whether good or bad.  We shouldn't be ashamed or scared to share this aspect of our life.  Why should we?  My husband and I haven't done anything wrong.  We haven't created this problem and we also have no control over it.  I started this blog as a therapeutic way to share my journey and experiences even if everything isn't always on the up and up.   I have good days and bad.  I am happy and sometimes I am sad.  I have learned that this is OKAY!  I know that I have a good life and a husband that loves me.  I know that God has blessed me beyond anything I could've imagined.  BUT there is one thing missing...a big thing!  I know that life is sometimes unfair and I also know that my time of being a mother will come one day.

Redbook has started a campaign called "The Truth about Trying."  It's an online video campaign to start an open conversation about infertility and the truth about trying to conceive and not being able to.  They are trying to empower people struggling with infertility and let us know that it isn't always easy getting pregnant and there is no reason to be ashamed of it.  Hopefully Redbook will help bring to light the truth about the pain, loneliness, and feelings of infertility and how to deal with it.   You can read the entire article here:

http://health.msn.com/pregnancy/the-invisible-pain-of-infertility?page=1


So here it is:  My husband and I struggle with infertility and it sucks!  BUT we will be okay!


Thursday, April 12, 2012

Happy Birthday...a couple of days late!

On Tuesday my favorite guy turned 31!  He is officially "over the hill" of 30!  I really am the luckiest girl in the world and have the BEST husband.

Capri, Italy

We had a quiet dinner at home - just the two of us.  I cooked Beef Wellington, Roasted Fingerling Potatoes and Roasted Asparagus with a Lemon Vinaigrette.  Fancy, right?!  I told him to not expect this on a regular basis.  I tried taking some pictures but they turned out really bad, so here is what I thought my Wellington looked like :)


Source: Wikipedia
 Brandon, you are the most loving and caring person I know.  You put up with a lot...well mostly me but that is still a lot.  I am so lucky to have you as a husband.  You are my best friend and I can't imagine going through this life without you by my side.  Thank you for all of the fun adventures you have taken me on, even when I didn't want to go.





I am looking forward to sharing more memories and adventures with you.  Hopefully this next year will be the best one yet!  I love you and hope you had a wonderful birthday!